Found myself a little statue of Krishna yesterday at the Import Market for $5.99. For some reason they are not easy to find. I used my Tulsi Mala last night and meditated before it for 45 minutes. This was at 2:00 AM. When I went back to sleep I was in the house at the farm at the end of the hall. I had spilled some milk on the floor and was wiping it up. I realized the door to my father's room was open. I went inside and he was lying in bed wearing white pajamas. I sat down next to him and in tears took his hand. I have used the mantra Om Namo Bagavate Vasudevaya for years. I was told that Vasudeva was Krishna's father and the mantra is about the father son relationship. I was not chanting it in my meditation but was using my mantra which is to an incarnation of Vishnu which Krishna is one.